Nooooooo :(
Feb. 1st, 2008 08:18 pmI dropped my cell phone in the toilet tonight. Yeah, HA HA.
It fell out of my jacket pocket, so located because I've been trying to keep it within a few feet of my person at all times. There is apparently something wrong with my cardiovascular system (what yet, I don't know, that's what the doc is looking into) and while I'm optimistic that it's nothing too serious (my lungs have crapped out on me in the past, which SOUNDS SERIOUS but here I am today) I like to keep the phone nearby in case, you know, something happens. Of course, I could just pass out alone in my apartment before I could even think of using the phone and then I am S.O.L., but it's a comfort thing: at least in some cases I have some control and am not forced into inaction.
Then I spent all my laundry money for the week trying to call my dad (bummer), and I didn't get through, so then I cried and cried and cried because fuck I am sad now. All that crying was probably a bad idea all things considered. I'm too awake for sleep, so now I need to find a way to soothe my nerves and cheer the hell up.
This helps. Jenkins, you so crazy.
It fell out of my jacket pocket, so located because I've been trying to keep it within a few feet of my person at all times. There is apparently something wrong with my cardiovascular system (what yet, I don't know, that's what the doc is looking into) and while I'm optimistic that it's nothing too serious (my lungs have crapped out on me in the past, which SOUNDS SERIOUS but here I am today) I like to keep the phone nearby in case, you know, something happens. Of course, I could just pass out alone in my apartment before I could even think of using the phone and then I am S.O.L., but it's a comfort thing: at least in some cases I have some control and am not forced into inaction.
Then I spent all my laundry money for the week trying to call my dad (bummer), and I didn't get through, so then I cried and cried and cried because fuck I am sad now. All that crying was probably a bad idea all things considered. I'm too awake for sleep, so now I need to find a way to soothe my nerves and cheer the hell up.
This helps. Jenkins, you so crazy.